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Jun 14, 20261 beat
#01521:56
A Kindle on warm wood showing the cover of Iain M. Banks’ Consider Phlebas, a square of dark chocolate and a cup of tea beside it.

After 6 weeks of not even touching a book, I did finally get lost in one for the whole weekend.

Non-stop. Reading. Sleeping. Reading again. Nothing else.

(Yes, I am obsessive type. And that’s ok.)

Jun 12, 20261 beat
#01400:26
Lee, shirtless and lean against a brick wall hung with paintings, both index fingers pointing up.

Too much sitting
Too absorbed in constant flow sessions with Claude – 5 weeks in a row!.. true drug for the mind... – to eat properly
Barely working out
Feeling weak
...

That's exactly the signal to keep getting after some intensity for a while.

Jun 11, 20261 beat
#01323:49
An architectural render — a low, curved corten-and-timber house under a sweeping eave, a tall pine beside it on open grass. The home Lee is designing for a friend.
I'm just so grateful for the ability – and possibility – to keep designing beautiful things.
Jun 10, 20261 beat
#01218:27
AI is a drug.

Claude being my absolute favorite one, with Fable bringing yet another cherry on top.

As if having perfectly dosed C2B experience WHILE getting shit done.

Pure delight... Squared.
Jun 9, 20261 beat
#01117:05
A handwritten note on warm wood, light-blue pen beside it: Dream big, work bigger.
Dream big, work bigger.
Jun 8, 20261 beat
#01017:41
getting off the treadmill of AI fever – after 5 weeks of a full-on, head-first dive into it – is a welcome change indeed...

so good to have something to fall back to – designing a house for a friend – and still have a deeply enjoyable creative process, without the frantic thrill.

P.S. Don't get me wrong – frantic, dynamic, madman-like pace HAS its place; I LOVE it. I just can't sustain it forever. Nor do I want to.

Both modes of being – the dynamic, frantic madman and the slow, deliberate zen – are deeply valuable, and I want to learn how to weave them together more and more seamlessly.
Jun 7, 20261 beat
#00906:22
A handwritten journal page on dark wood, white jasmine above: When everything’s moving so fast, pausing to write longhand is a gift from God.
When everything’s moving so fast… pausing to write longhand is a gift from God.
Jun 6, 20261 beat
#00816:30

Building in public · Claude Code

Two weeks ago I opened it, didn't get it, and walked away. Then I came back.

What happened in

6 days

741Sessions
22,065Messages
28.7MTokens

That's 1,303× the words in The Little Prince. In six days.

Obsession is real.And I love it.

Jun 5, 20261 beat
Jun 4, 20264 beats
#00614:24

BodySatva · On Repeat

(Begin Before) You're Ready

(Begin Before) You're Ready

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#focus #productivity #techno
#00513:36low signal
Woke up absolutely groggy – burning candle at both ends till 2 in the morning this whole week as if I'm 25 again... – shower, coffee (blended with ghee) and...

Just produced absolute banger "productivity techno" track for myself to play on repeat.

Yeah, "just prompting" – I don't care::)

I love it.

Will post the track here next.
#00400:29

BodySatva · Track

Not You Are

You are not your thoughts.

You are not your emotions.

You are not your feelings.

You are not your moods.

You are not your sensations.

You are not your memories.

You are not your beliefs.

You are not your opinions.

You are not the voice in your head.

You are not the stories you tell yourself.

You are not your name.

You are not your face.

You are not your body.

You are not your past.

You are not your future.

You are not your wounds.

You are not your fears.

You are not your dreams.

You are not your desires.

You are not your achievements.

You are not your failures.

You are not the roles you play.

You are something more.

0:00

↳ answers #001 — You are not your thoughts. You are not… · the litany, sung

#00300:03
Execution layer is shrinking.
Jun 2, 20262 beats
#00223:54

Pulled (semi) at random from my phone’s notes app — scrolling for something to feed the Pulse. The raw note, exactly as it sat there.

BodySatva
#00122:39

You are not your thoughts.

You are not your emotions.

You are not your feelings.

You are not your moods.

You are not your sensations.

You are not your memories.

You are not your beliefs.

You are not your opinions.

You are not the voice in your head.

You are not the stories you tell yourself.

You are not your name.

You are not your face.

You are not your body.

You are not your past.

You are not your future.

You are not your wounds.

You are not your fears.

You are not your dreams.

You are not your desires.

You are not your achievements.

You are not your failures.

You are not the roles you play.

You are something more.

tap a line — let it go

↳ answered by #004 — Not You Are

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